mic drop

OCD - Nope ADHD - Now maybe not... ASD - Yes GAD - Yes MDD - Yes I want at least the last 40 years back! What the front door... It explains a lot and yet makes me so angry I could spit fire. It was kind of weird having someone I had never met...

reasoning

First an explanation. I haven't been writing about my journey lately because I have been seriously busy trying to get my autism evaluation done. In the past when I wrote about my progress, things didn't work out. I figured by keeping quiet I could maintain my focus. Trying to get something done, that seems impossible,...

Is this #2 for real?

I think I may have cracked my case, so to speak. I found someone that gives a low income discount, for Medicaid, is seeing new adults and only does the testing/evaluation for ASD. The testing isn't free, about $1,000, and is 100 miles away. After 3.5 years looking, I would have found transportation to just...

big latenyte

A sketch of me when I was over 260. I haven't had anything nice to say lately, so I have kept me ramblings to a minimum. I suppose it is time for an update. 16 providers called and two appointments later, I am still spinning my wheels. Both appointments were a bust and told me...

What about Bob?

Celebrate the small things. Take baby steps. Believe it or not, I may have got some good news today. First, I got a callback from the NW Autism Center regarding my screening. I was more than double the cutoff for a formal diagnosis. Second, they are sending me the mysterious list that didnt exist. What...

Totally helpless…

Like I needed any more anxiety in my life, yet I'm getting it by the semi load. Today it's been two weeks since my house fire and I'm still not allowed back into my own home. I'm not allowed to try to recover any valuables, personal items or heirlooms. The longer I'm kept out of...

Nothing left…

It's been a while since I wrote anything because I have had nothing good to say. This feeling of being forced to break the law continues into the new decade. Christmas eve I was dealing with the federal way police after my house was burglarized again. And this morning I was woke up to be...

A year past…

It has been over a year already, since I had two heart attacks. I guess I had so many #2 sandwiches that the year flew by. I'm still alive but I: Still don't have a mental health diagnosisStill don't have a mental health providerStill living in the foothillsStill don't have a cardiologistStill don't have transportationStill...

Brrr…

I have finally put it off long enough. From the looks of things, I will be wintering out here in the woods. I need to get busy on my winter shelter and I'm way behind. To help, yesterday I packed in on my shoulders these lovely ten posts. Weird, they are designed for outdoor use...

Awesome!